Name : Siti Aisyah
Class : B.IV.1
NPM : 12.23.060
A love letter to someone who
matters…
Namaste
Aunty! I know it’s a bit strange for you to receive such a message. But I had
no other option than writing to you and it is quite important for me too.
Aunty, my name is Karan, presently I am doing my B.TECH, final year. I
stay at Kolkata. The reason why I am typing you this letter is that I love your
daughter, I know I might sound disobedient and courageous but that’s not true.
I have come up to this for solving my problem and you need not to worry about
anything. And if you have created any negative image of mine in your mind, then
please wash them off because I really need your concern and courtesy to solve
my problem. You might be wondering why you would even bother to help me out.
Well, that’s true, it would be absolutely OK if you don’t do so.
Aunty I must
say that you are blessed with a wonderful daughter. Not only is she beautiful
by her appearance but she is also beautiful as a person. Her beauty lies within
her simplicity and her love and respect for her near ones. And believe me
that’s the only reason that has made me fall for her. Don’t think that I am
writing these things to impress you and all. Remember I am here with a problem?
I and Anu are friends since 4 years and during these years we have known more
about each other and become close friends. Problem is that we are still friends
and I have grown very strong feelings for her. I have told this to her but she
is just not ready to accept me.
After
insisting a lot over the reason behind the non-acceptance she said that she
doesn’t want to hurt you all. She thinks if she falls for someone, she will end
up losing your faith. Being your only child she has plans to take good care of
you and uncle, she believes that if she is committed someone she won’t be able
to give proper time and support to you. But explain me one thing Aunty, when
someday you will choose a groom for her, I am sure she will happily accept him
and marry him. Wouldn’t this affect her concern for her parents then?
Commitments
do come in even in arrange marriages. How can she be so sure that
those commitments would not prevent her from taking proper care of
you and uncle? I appreciate her feelings and respect her for that. Before
falling for her little did I know that she loves you and uncle more than
anybody else. Aunty these things are bothering only me! I am the one who is
suffering. One of her concerns even includes your image in the society. She
thinks, rather it’s true that you might gain disrespect in the society if your
daughter marries someone of a different caste. It worries me even but it does
not decrease my love for her.
Through her
I came to know more about your family and its conservativeness, but being
conservative has its own pros and cons. I want these cons to support
my points before you. If you are thinking about the Society then I have only
one thing to add, Society does not write our happiness or sorrows, only thing
it does is to React! be it in happiness or in pain.
Aunty I know
Anu is never gonna grow any strong feelings for me or even if she grows, she is
never gonna tell it to anybody. And my helplessness lies over there, I don’t
want to lose her. My feelings for her are hard and I don’t want to sit idle and
do nothing. So this is why I am writing this to you because you are the only
one who can help me out. Actually Uncle could also do so but I don’t have
enough guts to type this and send it to him. I can’t stop myself from being in
love with her and also can’t force or manipulate her to reciprocate those
feelings towards me. So I thought of asking your help. If you think my feelings
are genuine and you have grown a little bit of concern then please do help me.
I am grown enough to know my responsibilities towards my parents and the same
of her towards you and uncle. I do not want take any wrong step, like the
modern day youth does (pretty much being influenced by Bollywood movies). This
would only ruin my and your families’ reputation and bring embarrassment.
My family
would also not agree to this relation easily, I know, but I desperately want
her and had to start somehow. So I thought I should contact the person who
matters the most. I am doing my bit. She is your daughter and you reserve
every right to take decisions for her, and being an ideal daughter, Anu would
accept them readily. Not that I won’t be able to live forever without Anu,
neither would it affect my studies or anything. But one thing is for sure that
I want to keep Anu happy forever, I want to live my future with her. I wish to
create new memories throughout my life with Anu. I wish to take care of her
while she takes care of you and uncle as long as you live and even after that.
Within
months we would be Engineers and I have been able to grab a job offer even with
a decent salary. I know that for a good future Money matters but less than the
happiness. I love her so much that I would do anything to keep her happy. While
I am writing this letter to you, I do not even know whether Anu has or will
have any feelings for me as someone more than a friend. And believe me if she
does not want me more than a friend, I would not bother you ever again. I
repeat Aunty that I am not writing this to impress or manipulate you, I want your
help. I need your opinion about my and Anu’s relation. If you agree then only I
would persuade Anu and the other people who matter but ofcourse not without
your help.
-Your could
be son,
Karan
Raghuwanshi.
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